Some Things Never Change!!!

so today i tell my husband to be careful with all the money he is spending because we just got out of debt. well he thought that we were getting another installment of three thousand dollars in our account until i told him the money was already added. he looked at me in disbelief!!! out off eight thousand dollars we only have a little less than two. i mean wtf!!!! we have absolutely nothing to show for it. i feel like being mad isn't going to solve anything either. i want to slap him!!!! after what we just went through last month we are back there all over again. the thing that is the most upsetting is i thought he paid off something but he didn't he just paid most of it. we still have another five hundred to pay on it. on top of all that i dont think we will have the money to do the things i want to for my daughter's first birthday or go to disneyland like i wanted when we go to LA. why we have to pay for the shit that he does!?!?!?! im so sick of it. it is sad that the only way we can save money is if he is deployed. that is just pathetic. im so tired of being broke!!!!